Hey uh if you found this, thank you. Well if you are expecting sumthin good, sorry. Also for me, you actually care for decoding it, or maybe not, and I'm happy with that. :).
Anyways, I just wanna vent my feelings, feel free to not read if you want. That feeling when you are excluded in a group, and they don't care. I always feel that everyday. and I feel useless. I just wanna be noticed, as little as just replying, and I'm gonna be okay with that. If you thought that I just needed to talk more, well I'm not a talkative person. I just rarely talk, and when I do it make sense. Sometimes I joke, but it's for fun. I don't wanna do stupid things again on my early days. I'm tired of existing anymore.